Cyber-bullying from my experience....

I have been there, on the other side of the screen, humiliated by another, and hurt from the inside out. As a victim of cyber-bullying, I have learned that no matter what bullies say, it's up to you onhow well you deal with the situation.
After the first time I realized that it wasn't my fault it happened at all. It was their own doing. I had thought maybe I had done something which may have gotten me into this mess or maybe i just wasn't someone's favorite person.
After the second time it just wasn't worth it to care. I may have struggled with my self-esteem and walked with my head down in the school hallways, but even though that was who I was for that short period of time, I still had a chance to change who i was. So I gave myself a motto.
"You know I may look fat to you, but to God I am beautiful and perfect in my own way. You may say hurtful, deceiving words that may make my heart ache and tears fall from my eyes, but I am strong and I will make it through my life and make something big out of myself."
I know that God is there to comfort us in our times of need. No matter how big or small the situation is. I have learned so much about myself after all i have been through. And I have been able to choose who I want to become in my life. This has helped me to know who I am and hold my head up high when I walk.
I know now that this was something that was meant to happen to me to learn to treat myself with respect and help gain respect from others.

Meaning of Love

Noun: An intense feeling of deep affection.
Verb: Feel a deep attachment to someone
Synonyms:

noun.  affection - fondness - darling - passion

verb.  like - be fond of - fancy - adore

 

Love is something you can't explain in words. It's a feeling of great excitement. A rush of affection. A true passion or attachment for someone else.

My summer so far(not like it's anything great)

Well school has been out for a week now and so far not what I expected. I thought summer was supposed to be fun. Full of excitement, hanging out with friends, and just having an all out good time. But so far all I have done is gone on one date, watched my cousin graduate from Westlake High School, gone to my dad's graduation at the Maverik Center for his Master's degree, and visited my grandmother in Idaho Falls. I feel as though this summer will not be what I had in mind. My friends are out doing exciting things. They're on vacation, camping, hanging out with family and friends, and I'm doing nothing. I don't think I have hung out with anyone since my date. I feel like my friends just don't want to be around me and I guess that's okay, but I don't want to be stuck in the house all summer. What am I supposed to do? Nothing. I can't help what anyone does. All I can do is help what I do.

High School Is Almost Over!

Well I can't believe it. I started high school last year as a freshman. I was very afraid to meet new people and be in a bigger school. I honestly didn't know how I would react to the new environment. But I made it through two years already. Can you believe it? I can't....its crazy! I have junior year next year and then SENIOR year! I'm scaring my own parents. To them it is like I am still in Kindergarten. Sorry Mom and Dad I'm growing up. Time has gone by too fast.

Permission

Verse 1: I'm coming faster and every minute starts to count. I'm breaking past you and I can't hear the sound. I don't think I'm breathing anymore.------->
Chorus: I can't take my time to figure you out------>
All you do when I'm with you is sit and pout. I can't take this crap any longer------->
You have no idea what you've put me through. Now I'm done and I don't need your permission anymore.
Verse 2: If  I have to,  I'll wait all day. I'm not that small anymore and I can't fray away. But I'm breathing harder.------>
 Chorus: I can't take my time to figure you out------>
All you do when I'm with you is sit and pout. I can't take this crap any longer------->
You have no idea what you've put me through. Now I'm done and I don't need your permission anymore.
Ending: Take a step back because I'm leaving and I don't need your permission anymore.-------->


I feel like writing this song has really made and impact on my life. I used to care what others thought of me as an individual and then one day my Best Friend told me I shouldn't. Because when I do I let people change me as a person. I'm myself and that's who I want to be always.

Fashion

Ok one thing that gets to me is the fact that everyone "has" to dress the same. Well fashion is fashion no matter what you wear. Don't take offense when someone tells you what you are wearing is ugly. Because if its not ugly to you then why should you care.

My Life

Every chapter in my life is written by me. No one can tell me who I am to be. I know that sometimes we think that no matter what we do nothing seems to go just the way we plan it to. But it always turns out better than we thought it would. You can make your own story. Life is short so make it count.