Heartbreak

Heartbreak is the last thing anyone wishes for. And when it happens to you it's horrible. It hurts inside as well as on the outside (though some of us are EXTREMELY good at fooling others). I recently had a hard break up that not only killed me inside but it hurt worse that after almost five months of me thinking our relationship was going so well, to him there was nothing left. He couldn't hold on, it was too much of a challenge. Its been devastating for me. I have been so strong the last couple of days in front of everyone else who has come around, i have tried so hard not to think about it, but I hurt. I gave away my heart to someone I thought was my best friend. I thought everything was going good, but without me seeing the threads that were being pulled out of our relationship, it was only one sided; my side. I gave up my heart and ended up with nothing left. Yes, its going to take me a long time to heal, but now I know what I need to do the next time I decide to fall.
I know that one day I will find the right guy and that he will love me endlessly. I know that when that day comes I will welcome it with open arms and know that my first heartbreak taught me a lesson that I will never forget. Never fall too quick without a strong foundation in your relationship and never take the one you love for granted because one day he/she may never come back. And it may be too late.