Thursday, December 29, 2011

Admire You

Verse 1: I see your face everywhere I go. It's every time the wind starts to blow. I'm screaming your name while you're playing your game. Take your first ponder as I sit here and my mind starts to wander. I'm admiring you.
Chorus: My heart is jumping right out of my chest. You're trying to put it to rest. I'm staring around this room in the midst of my doom. Looking for you to change my mind, in this horrible bind. Look for me in the dark. When you're ready to make your mark. Admire me like I am admiring you.
Verse 2: Loving you changed my life forever and you're turning into never. But this waiting on you is turning me blue and I can't take it no more, no more. I'm admiring you.
Chorus: My heart is jumping right out of my chest. You're trying to put it to rest. I'm staring around this room in the midst of my doom. Looking for you to change my mind, in this horrible bind. Look for me in the dark. When you're ready to make your mark. Admire me like I am admiring you.
Ending: Turn around cause I'm falling on the ground.

I wrote this to show how I felt for the guy I am falling so hard for. I haven't had a chance to tell him how much he means to me because every time I try something always gets in the way. But he means a ton to me and every time I am near him he makes my heart race faster than normal, I feel safe and warm in his arms and I never want to lose him. I hope that I will one day be able to tell him how I feel when I am with him and show him that nothing can break us apart. I love you!

I'm Done

Verse 1: I'm tired of losing everything. I'm doing my best not to make a scene. But I can't stand here and keep my cool. I can't wait here------> I can't wait here.
Chorus: I'm done! I'm through with everything. Yeah I'm done!------> And I'll just make my mistakes. I'll let go of all the heartbreaks. I don't know how I'll feel when I'm losing it all. I'm crashing down this wall. Cause I'm done. All done!
Verse 2: I'm trying to tell him how much I love him but people are looking at me pretty grim. I'm breaking down towards the ground and feelings are coming out of their tight fought bound-------->
Chorus: I'm done! I'm through with everything. Yeah I'm done!-------> And I'll just make my mistake. I'll let go of all the heartbreaks. I don't know how I'll feel when I'm losing it all. I'm crashing down this wall. Cause I'm done. All done!
Ending: How will I forget how bad I've fallen.

This song is about my feelings for a guy who I have fallen in love with but rarely ever get to say "I Love You" to. Everyday I wonder why so many people are always telling me I shouldn't love him and I shouldn't be in love at my age, but nothing will change the fact that I did fall for him. I know that sometimes things just aren't what they seem and sometimes we just don't know how to cope with things people say, but there are easier ways to fix them. Just because everything comes crashing down on you, everything will be okay just take it slow.



                                      

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

The Reason For This Blog

Within my heart are so many things I have wanted to let out. The reasons I write the lyrics I do and why they are so dear to my heart. I don't often get to tell people why I wrote a song or why many of them are sensitive and touchy to me. I made this blog to tell others what my lyrics mean and why I wrote them.