Well school has been out for a week now and so far not what I expected. I thought summer was supposed to be fun. Full of excitement, hanging out with friends, and just having an all out good time. But so far all I have done is gone on one date, watched my cousin graduate from Westlake High School, gone to my dad's graduation at the Maverik Center for his Master's degree, and visited my grandmother in Idaho Falls. I feel as though this summer will not be what I had in mind. My friends are out doing exciting things. They're on vacation, camping, hanging out with family and friends, and I'm doing nothing. I don't think I have hung out with anyone since my date. I feel like my friends just don't want to be around me and I guess that's okay, but I don't want to be stuck in the house all summer. What am I supposed to do? Nothing. I can't help what anyone does. All I can do is help what I do.
