Not Failure, But Success

Never let the fear of striking out, keep you from playing the game.- A Cinderella Story

I think that sometimes we hide from the fear of our own failure because we don't see what failure is trying to lead us up to. Just cause we fall far from what we want to become doesn't mean we can't make it back to that potential that we used to be at. Don't hide from failure, Face it. Live up to your potential and become better.

Quote By Reba McEntire

For me, singing sad songs often has a way of healing a situation. It gets the hurt out in the open into the light, out of the darkness.

Reba McEntire

I believe what Reba says to be true. I have experienced it myself. And in time someone else will too.

Drama

Okay....so lately in my life there has been non-stop drama. I mean people there is no reason to cause so much drama in someone's life just to make you feel happy. Everything someone says, every little rumor, and all the lies are too much for my heart and my brain to handle. Honestly people get a life. Do something productive like ride a bike, play some sports, do something and stay out of everybody else' business. It's not worth it to lose a friendship over a rumor. And it surely isn't worth making up a rumor to start crap with someone you barely know. Be drama free by taking a stand and stopping it before it starts.

I Must Have Loved You Before by Tim Gates

Maybe we were flowers
soakin' up every ray of sun
to grow one inch closer
to one another.
Or maybe we were songbirds
flyin' high upon a wind,
and every night in the trees,
I'd sing you to sleep.
Whatever the truth is
one thing's for sure:

I've got a timeless place
for you in my heart.
How I could love you this much
I don't know.
But there's this ageless feelin'
that tells me more and more:
I must have loved you before.  

Maybe I was the ocean
and you were the sandy beach,
and every minute,
I was fallin' at your feet.
Maybe you were the moon, oooh, and I was just the dark
livin' in your sweet light, thankin' God i was where you are.
They say love is eternal, well, i guess they must be right.
Cause I've got a timeless place for you in my heart.
how I could love you this much, I don't know.
There's this ageless feelin' that tells me more and more:
I must have loved you before.

Whenever you kiss me,
well, it feels like comin' home.

I've got a timeless place for you in my heart.
How I could love you this much, baby, I don't know.
But there's this ageless feelin' that tells me more and more:
I must have loved you before.
There's this ageless feelin' that tells me more and more:
I must have loved you before.

I love this song because it shows the importance of finding someone who you have love before our time on earth while we were in the preexistence. It shows how you can care for someone so much and that you have a soul mate no matter what you believe.

Well for all my friends that know me, they know I am a dancer. I love to dance because I can feel the beauty in the music. I can always make the song personal to me when I am dancing.

Here is a quote I got from my dance studio. It doesn't have an author so for now its unknown.

I am a DANCER
I twirl, leap, and spin
I jump, pirouette, and tap.

I am a DANCER
I feel pain and fear
I feel defeat and failure
Yet I keep going.

I smile, I practice, I perform
I have grace and beauty.

I do not DANCE because I am HAPPY
I am HAPPY because I DANCE.

Photos that I have taken me that inspire my life

These each inspire my life in different ways.
Between the beauty of music, nature, or photography in general. I hope that they will be a huge comfort for me in my life to come.

Torn Apart

Verse 1: You say you love me and get me something. Then you go and turn your heart away. When did this change? How do you feel? Is there something you're not telling me? Because I'm being pushed away----->
Chorus: I call you to see how you are but you never pick up. I'm sent straight to voice mail. When did your heart change? When were you going to tell me? Because you're tearing me apart making me so upset. All I'm trying to do is talk to you, I'm being torn apart by you.
Verse 2: Tell me where you went. What you've done? Have you thought of me or am I wrong? Call me back and tell me to leave you alone cause right now I'm on my own------->
 Chorus: I call you to see how you are but you never pick up. I'm sent straight to voice mail. When did your heart change? When were you going to tell me? Because you're tearing me apart making me so upset. All I'm trying to do is talk to you, I'm being torn apart by you.
Ending: I'm so torn apart stop keeping me guessing and tell me why I'm wrong.


This song is about a guy that I seemed to be falling for. I never realized how much he meant to me before I lost him and that was devastating to me. I know that sometimes we struggle with love and that sometimes it comes easily to us and then leaves just as easy, but sticking through the pain is all we have to do even if it kills us to know that we will never get that love back. I know that one day I will find someone who will treat me more than I have been treated before. I know that someone is out there waiting to find their one true love and I know for sure I will be able to find mine.